Missing you

It's new year ....
a new beginning...
but there's still an emptiness in me
i miss you papa...A LOT!!!

today is mama's birthday...she's 61 now...
i'm sorry papa, i can not take care mama as good as you were
and i can not take care my brother as i've promised you
i'm so sorry... i haven't give you the best of me...

the rain is falling now....
as tears falling from my eyes...
it feels like you are crying with me papa..
do you miss me too??

God knows... every bad things that i've done...and i'm sure you do too...
i'm sorry papa.. i can not be a good daughter...
i hope i can be better and better ...
i love you papa...
and i'll always do ...




for my lovely papa : Anton Siahaan
Thursday, January 1, 2009 at 8:51pm